"Wedding Dress"

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo
니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
 no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu


---

"can you take me back to the person i used to be back when you were there for me?"

"believe me, you've never met another fucker like me. bet you've never seen the things that i've seen."

---

GURREN LAGANN

"WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!!"

"don't believe in you who believes in me, don't believe in me who believes in you, believe in you.. who believes in yourself."

"go beyond the impossible and kick reason to the curb!"

Nia: Even if we were to be enslaved in the galaxy's cycle of rebirth,
Yoko: The feelings that were left behind will open the door!
Leeron: Even if the infinite Universe were to go against us,
Viral: Our burning blood will cut through fate!
Simon: We'll break through the heavens and dimensions!
All: We'll show you our path through force!
Simon: Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann!
All: WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!

"Don't underestimate us! Whether it be time, space, or alternate realities, they mean nothing to us. We will pierce the path and methods you've chosen! That is who we are, The Dai-Gurren Brigade!"

heh, it's been a while since the prom. but i looked back at the photos.. and yeah, i decided to put em up here.


Izaq: dude, what the fuck is that?
Mickko: O: BONER!
Izaq: ...


if you didn't have a dirty thought when you saw this picture, you win.


Izaq: i'm the IZAQ, and i'm.. AWESOME!
Richelle: shut up and just smile. :>


izaq's wearing a ring. mickko's putting a sex face.


Izaq: let's attack the buffet table with ma rockgunsz!
Mickko: there's still food?!


smile Dee!


ketatas duo in da haus!


my prom date, FARAH! :)


Izaq: let's hold hands!
Farah: WHAT!?


the wee man! and mr. adorable.


Paths: do your oops face!


Paths: SEX FACE!


WHUT.


the Dee.


>:/


halu zaqu!


Joel: OKAY WITH FLASH!
Izaq: *_*


paths and lenny!


paths and lenny AGEN. :O


i don't like skinny pants.


i consider this the best photo of the night.


THE BARBEROS.


okay POSE!


we're some bad-ass motherfuckas. you don't mess with us!


the roof is on fiiiire! dancefloor fuckyesz.


the king of the barberos, KIKX!
29.11.09 happy birthday man :)

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mmm..

to be honest, i'm disappointed.
disgusted and annoyed.
pissed off.

why?
don't ask me why.
where did all the days go?
where everyone would settle things like people?
where everyone wouldn't resort to underhanded and pathetic methods to get what they want? just where did all that go?
when violence wasn't even an option to solving a problem.
when a simple 'i'm sorry' and 'my apologies' would fix things?
what the fuck is happening to the world?

the longer we last here, the longer it feels, it looks, it seems.. like it's just getting worse. people you called your friends now go behind your back and hit you where it hurts most. people you don't even know come looking for you pissed off and wanting to beat you down as if you killed the world.

day by day, you just see more and more people getting their asses kicked for stupid reasons. people getting beat down even when they did nothing wrong. people getting pushed and kicked around because they choose not to fight back. people who chose to tolerate, not to retaliate.

misunderstandings. immaturity. greed. jealousy.

immature bastards who think they can push people around because they're bigger, stronger, faster.
greedy fuckers who think they can have whatever they want, want everything they consider cool and others shouldn't.
self centered assholes who think others deserve to get beat down because they're better than him/her.
people. human beings who don't listen to every side, every viewpoint, every part of the story before they make their decisions. people who think they're better than everyone else.

fuck you. fuck you people who are like this.
i don't care how many people find this insulting, but this is my opinion.
and it disgusts me knowing people of the world WE ALL SHARE AND LIVE IN..
.. can be like this.

when it's your fault, it's like the end of the fucking world for them. when they're wrong, it's still your fault and the end of the fucking world for them.
the irony of it all is that nobody thinks about anyone else anymore.
everybody thinks about themselves.
yeah, they might think about someone/something else.
... but it's only because they want it. they need it.

and out of all that..
all you can do is suck it all up, and move forward.
sucks doesn't it?

If You Can't Live Without Me, Why Aren't You Dead Yet?

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes
I'll write a song about it
And maybe if the melody's just right
I hope tonight it will find you
It will remind you

But what's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I told myself that I'll be fine
But it's a lie
I don't wanna talk about it
Memories, oh, they cut like knives
Deep inside, I'm falling
Baby, catch me if you can

What's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes

---

Kids In Love

Look back to the one and only summertime
When my girl was the envy of every friend of mine
She slept safely in my arms
We were so young and invincible

Closed lips
She was never one to kiss and tell
Those trips in the summer never went so well
Young love was such dumb love
Call it what you want
It was still enough

And it's still out of my reach
And you're still
All of the things that I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?
And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

Our breath smelled of cigarettes and alcohol
We walked down the beach, counting every star
Hearts beat inside out chest
Leaving us gasping for every breath

Her smile with the wind blowing through her hair
Was so contagious in the air
So satisfying
And I'm still smiling

And it's still out of my reach
And you're still
All of the things that I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?
And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces?)
We're at an all-time low
(How do we get it back?)
We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces?)
We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces now?)

And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us

We were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

---

aaah, it's only about an hour until Awesome Day.

i call it Awesome Day because well, my birthday's on the 20th, and in about an hour, it'll be the 20th of November. hey, atleast every month i get to celebrate Awesomeness :p hahahaha!

i haven't blogged in nearly a month, maybe longer. who knows, i lost count already. but yeah, i'm sorry D:

YAY prom night's 3 days away. LOL.

things to do for tomorrow:
1. mall with marlo and the rest?
2. my surprise scheme with riwoo?
3. stay and hang out until 12 or so?
4. ice cream. yes it's a must.
5. who knows, it's awesome day. might as well do something cool x)
6. to infinity and beyooond!

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aaah.. falalalala falling in loooove~
oh that reminds me! i wrote a song. :)
i'll put it up here one day. it's awesome.
it's about somebody (duh!) and and, it's on guitar. YAYY!


BY SPECIAL REQUEST:

MUFFIN IS AWESOME. (R)



happy awesome day. 21 minutes O:

---

"I Swear This Time I Mean It"

Oh, Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form the lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I wanna keep her dreaming
It's my one wish
I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars
We'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh, God, please make this last

'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right

You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause, baby, I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

---

so, i haven't exactly been blogging lately.
Oct. 24 - Nov. 7
i have my final exams now :(
well, it's pointless though because i can't attend my physics exam tomorrow.
i got barred from the examination hall -__-
why? my school fees are 5 months overdue.
so when my dad manages to pay them, i'll be having EXTRA exam days.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

---

okay, i couldn't help it. just had to post this. xD

Izaq: REN! ... what do you think's coming out for BM 2 later?
Shakiren: .. sabar ah.. *flips pages*
Izaq: *stares*
Shakiren: *points at book's front page* ani.. BAHASA MELAYU.
Izaq: -_______________-
Shakiren: :D
Izaq: ... banar kan!? bukan maths?! -.-
Shakiren: ... HAHAHAHAHAHA!

sarcasm needs a font. x)

---

"ask 100 people what love is and you'll get 100 different answers."

"mahal kita, pero hindi mo lang alam."

"tell me that it's worth it 'cause i'm doing everything i can to fight it."

"it's hard to be man but i'm doing all i can, i'm ready to give this all i have, i'm ready to be amazed. 'cause i'm standing here alone trying to make this love my own, and nothing will keep this heart from beating.. i'm still breathing."

"me wo samase.. me wo samase."

---

"Pujaan Hati"

hei pujaan hati apa kabarmu
ku harap kau baik-baik saja
pujaan hati andai kau tahu
ku sangat mencintai dirimu

hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

* hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati
pujaan hati, pujaan hati

mengapa kau tak membalas cintaku
mengapa engkau abaikan rasaku
ataukah mungkin hatimu membeku
hingga kau tak pernah pedulikan aku

cobalah mengerti keadaanku
dan cobalah pahami keinginanku
ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
lengkapi jalan cerita hidupku

hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati

hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan


ah~ the best song ever. HAHAHA!

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:)

i'm the second from the right. sic :)


i slammed my face onto the floor D: i have shaved sideburns in this one.


okay this is sic's permanent hairstyle! HAHAHA! i keep changing.

drawings are done by the dona donovan :D

Krush: Jan Michael Dionisio
Noise: Mickko Acosta
Ocho: Marlo Billones
Myst: Dona Donovan
Sic: ME!

---

alright. nothing new.. kinda. been 3 weeks since i last blogged. sorry ):

exams are coming. 24th october.

haven't really been happy lately. don't ask why.

sigh.

---

"The Way She Moves"

It's getting late your eyes are closed and mine are wide awake
(But still!)
I can never go on I can never go on like
(Just like!)
I'm begging just to see your eyes again
I can never go on (I can never go on)

Should I even care that she didn't say anything
Tried to do my best by giving her things
Like rings.. and roses..

Remember to reply when I hint the message
I try to smell my best with a bottle of acids
Get to the point, style and romance
And I could never go on I could never go on

The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home away oh
The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home
Away oh whoa

Shes showing signs of motion as she wipes the sleep away
I can get through this I can get through this ride
You gotta give a little but it takes a lot to get over you
Cause it makes no sense to be permanent if I can't feel, right right right

The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home away oh
The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home
Away oh whoa

It's a terrible thing to know what you want
And know you can't have it at all
I all I wanted was to let you know how I..
It's a terrible thing
It's a terrible it's a terrible thing
Ohhh
A terrible a terrible thing

---

"they're out there.. just waiting for someone to steal them. now all we gotta know is what's worth stealing."

"me wo samase."

"you've surpassed all that i've hoped for and ever wished. and i'm trying so hard with all my heart and mind, to make your life as good as you've made mine."

"i'm up, there's no more time to try and mess with this design."

"the sky's the limit. nothing is impossible. believe, never give up."

"life is like boxing. the longer you last, the harder it seems to punch you until you manage to learn it's pattern and learn to dodge its punches and punch back. you've gotta roll with the punches. when life knocks you down, just get back up or you'll get counted out. you get counted out, you just gave up."

"i need to find a way back to the start."

"take your time i've been here forever in spite of everything. you're a constant thought of happily ever after."

"hi i love you."

---

ah. bored. kay, sleep. last day of school tomorrow.
last day of being a year 10.
last day. sigh. night.

i still do.


:)






---

"Last Night On Earth"

I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you.
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

With every breath that I am worth
Here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you.
So if you dare to second guess
You can rest assured
That all my love's for you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
Did I ever make it through?

---

"the first and last thing i do everyday is miss you."

"i sit around all day sitting, thinking and waiting, hoping you'll somehow send me a message, drop me a call, stop by and and spend some time with me, even though the chances of it happening are just so fucking small."




lala~
just being randomly bored.

"Wedding Dress"

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo
니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
 no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu


---

"can you take me back to the person i used to be back when you were there for me?"

"believe me, you've never met another fucker like me. bet you've never seen the things that i've seen."

---

GURREN LAGANN

"WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!!"

"don't believe in you who believes in me, don't believe in me who believes in you, believe in you.. who believes in yourself."

"go beyond the impossible and kick reason to the curb!"

Nia: Even if we were to be enslaved in the galaxy's cycle of rebirth,
Yoko: The feelings that were left behind will open the door!
Leeron: Even if the infinite Universe were to go against us,
Viral: Our burning blood will cut through fate!
Simon: We'll break through the heavens and dimensions!
All: We'll show you our path through force!
Simon: Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann!
All: WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!

"Don't underestimate us! Whether it be time, space, or alternate realities, they mean nothing to us. We will pierce the path and methods you've chosen! That is who we are, The Dai-Gurren Brigade!"

heh, it's been a while since the prom. but i looked back at the photos.. and yeah, i decided to put em up here.


Izaq: dude, what the fuck is that?
Mickko: O: BONER!
Izaq: ...


if you didn't have a dirty thought when you saw this picture, you win.


Izaq: i'm the IZAQ, and i'm.. AWESOME!
Richelle: shut up and just smile. :>


izaq's wearing a ring. mickko's putting a sex face.


Izaq: let's attack the buffet table with ma rockgunsz!
Mickko: there's still food?!


smile Dee!


ketatas duo in da haus!


my prom date, FARAH! :)


Izaq: let's hold hands!
Farah: WHAT!?


the wee man! and mr. adorable.


Paths: do your oops face!


Paths: SEX FACE!


WHUT.


the Dee.


>:/


halu zaqu!


Joel: OKAY WITH FLASH!
Izaq: *_*


paths and lenny!


paths and lenny AGEN. :O


i don't like skinny pants.


i consider this the best photo of the night.


THE BARBEROS.


okay POSE!


we're some bad-ass motherfuckas. you don't mess with us!


the roof is on fiiiire! dancefloor fuckyesz.


the king of the barberos, KIKX!
29.11.09 happy birthday man :)

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mmm..

to be honest, i'm disappointed.
disgusted and annoyed.
pissed off.

why?
don't ask me why.
where did all the days go?
where everyone would settle things like people?
where everyone wouldn't resort to underhanded and pathetic methods to get what they want? just where did all that go?
when violence wasn't even an option to solving a problem.
when a simple 'i'm sorry' and 'my apologies' would fix things?
what the fuck is happening to the world?

the longer we last here, the longer it feels, it looks, it seems.. like it's just getting worse. people you called your friends now go behind your back and hit you where it hurts most. people you don't even know come looking for you pissed off and wanting to beat you down as if you killed the world.

day by day, you just see more and more people getting their asses kicked for stupid reasons. people getting beat down even when they did nothing wrong. people getting pushed and kicked around because they choose not to fight back. people who chose to tolerate, not to retaliate.

misunderstandings. immaturity. greed. jealousy.

immature bastards who think they can push people around because they're bigger, stronger, faster.
greedy fuckers who think they can have whatever they want, want everything they consider cool and others shouldn't.
self centered assholes who think others deserve to get beat down because they're better than him/her.
people. human beings who don't listen to every side, every viewpoint, every part of the story before they make their decisions. people who think they're better than everyone else.

fuck you. fuck you people who are like this.
i don't care how many people find this insulting, but this is my opinion.
and it disgusts me knowing people of the world WE ALL SHARE AND LIVE IN..
.. can be like this.

when it's your fault, it's like the end of the fucking world for them. when they're wrong, it's still your fault and the end of the fucking world for them.
the irony of it all is that nobody thinks about anyone else anymore.
everybody thinks about themselves.
yeah, they might think about someone/something else.
... but it's only because they want it. they need it.

and out of all that..
all you can do is suck it all up, and move forward.
sucks doesn't it?

If You Can't Live Without Me, Why Aren't You Dead Yet?

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes
I'll write a song about it
And maybe if the melody's just right
I hope tonight it will find you
It will remind you

But what's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I told myself that I'll be fine
But it's a lie
I don't wanna talk about it
Memories, oh, they cut like knives
Deep inside, I'm falling
Baby, catch me if you can

What's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes

---

Kids In Love

Look back to the one and only summertime
When my girl was the envy of every friend of mine
She slept safely in my arms
We were so young and invincible

Closed lips
She was never one to kiss and tell
Those trips in the summer never went so well
Young love was such dumb love
Call it what you want
It was still enough

And it's still out of my reach
And you're still
All of the things that I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?
And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

Our breath smelled of cigarettes and alcohol
We walked down the beach, counting every star
Hearts beat inside out chest
Leaving us gasping for every breath

Her smile with the wind blowing through her hair
Was so contagious in the air
So satisfying
And I'm still smiling

And it's still out of my reach
And you're still
All of the things that I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?
And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces?)
We're at an all-time low
(How do we get it back?)
We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces?)
We're falling down
(Can we pick up the pieces now?)

And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us

We were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

---

aaah, it's only about an hour until Awesome Day.

i call it Awesome Day because well, my birthday's on the 20th, and in about an hour, it'll be the 20th of November. hey, atleast every month i get to celebrate Awesomeness :p hahahaha!

i haven't blogged in nearly a month, maybe longer. who knows, i lost count already. but yeah, i'm sorry D:

YAY prom night's 3 days away. LOL.

things to do for tomorrow:
1. mall with marlo and the rest?
2. my surprise scheme with riwoo?
3. stay and hang out until 12 or so?
4. ice cream. yes it's a must.
5. who knows, it's awesome day. might as well do something cool x)
6. to infinity and beyooond!

---

aaah.. falalalala falling in loooove~
oh that reminds me! i wrote a song. :)
i'll put it up here one day. it's awesome.
it's about somebody (duh!) and and, it's on guitar. YAYY!


BY SPECIAL REQUEST:

MUFFIN IS AWESOME. (R)



happy awesome day. 21 minutes O:

---

"I Swear This Time I Mean It"

Oh, Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form the lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I wanna keep her dreaming
It's my one wish
I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars
We'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh, God, please make this last

'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right

You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause, baby, I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

---

so, i haven't exactly been blogging lately.
Oct. 24 - Nov. 7
i have my final exams now :(
well, it's pointless though because i can't attend my physics exam tomorrow.
i got barred from the examination hall -__-
why? my school fees are 5 months overdue.
so when my dad manages to pay them, i'll be having EXTRA exam days.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

---

okay, i couldn't help it. just had to post this. xD

Izaq: REN! ... what do you think's coming out for BM 2 later?
Shakiren: .. sabar ah.. *flips pages*
Izaq: *stares*
Shakiren: *points at book's front page* ani.. BAHASA MELAYU.
Izaq: -_______________-
Shakiren: :D
Izaq: ... banar kan!? bukan maths?! -.-
Shakiren: ... HAHAHAHAHAHA!

sarcasm needs a font. x)

---

"ask 100 people what love is and you'll get 100 different answers."

"mahal kita, pero hindi mo lang alam."

"tell me that it's worth it 'cause i'm doing everything i can to fight it."

"it's hard to be man but i'm doing all i can, i'm ready to give this all i have, i'm ready to be amazed. 'cause i'm standing here alone trying to make this love my own, and nothing will keep this heart from beating.. i'm still breathing."

"me wo samase.. me wo samase."

---

"Pujaan Hati"

hei pujaan hati apa kabarmu
ku harap kau baik-baik saja
pujaan hati andai kau tahu
ku sangat mencintai dirimu

hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

* hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati
pujaan hati, pujaan hati

mengapa kau tak membalas cintaku
mengapa engkau abaikan rasaku
ataukah mungkin hatimu membeku
hingga kau tak pernah pedulikan aku

cobalah mengerti keadaanku
dan cobalah pahami keinginanku
ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
lengkapi jalan cerita hidupku

hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati

hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan


ah~ the best song ever. HAHAHA!

---

:)

i'm the second from the right. sic :)


i slammed my face onto the floor D: i have shaved sideburns in this one.


okay this is sic's permanent hairstyle! HAHAHA! i keep changing.

drawings are done by the dona donovan :D

Krush: Jan Michael Dionisio
Noise: Mickko Acosta
Ocho: Marlo Billones
Myst: Dona Donovan
Sic: ME!

---

alright. nothing new.. kinda. been 3 weeks since i last blogged. sorry ):

exams are coming. 24th october.

haven't really been happy lately. don't ask why.

sigh.

---

"The Way She Moves"

It's getting late your eyes are closed and mine are wide awake
(But still!)
I can never go on I can never go on like
(Just like!)
I'm begging just to see your eyes again
I can never go on (I can never go on)

Should I even care that she didn't say anything
Tried to do my best by giving her things
Like rings.. and roses..

Remember to reply when I hint the message
I try to smell my best with a bottle of acids
Get to the point, style and romance
And I could never go on I could never go on

The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home away oh
The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home
Away oh whoa

Shes showing signs of motion as she wipes the sleep away
I can get through this I can get through this ride
You gotta give a little but it takes a lot to get over you
Cause it makes no sense to be permanent if I can't feel, right right right

The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home away oh
The way she moves away oh
I wanted her to stay awhile don't go home
Away oh whoa

It's a terrible thing to know what you want
And know you can't have it at all
I all I wanted was to let you know how I..
It's a terrible thing
It's a terrible it's a terrible thing
Ohhh
A terrible a terrible thing

---

"they're out there.. just waiting for someone to steal them. now all we gotta know is what's worth stealing."

"me wo samase."

"you've surpassed all that i've hoped for and ever wished. and i'm trying so hard with all my heart and mind, to make your life as good as you've made mine."

"i'm up, there's no more time to try and mess with this design."

"the sky's the limit. nothing is impossible. believe, never give up."

"life is like boxing. the longer you last, the harder it seems to punch you until you manage to learn it's pattern and learn to dodge its punches and punch back. you've gotta roll with the punches. when life knocks you down, just get back up or you'll get counted out. you get counted out, you just gave up."

"i need to find a way back to the start."

"take your time i've been here forever in spite of everything. you're a constant thought of happily ever after."

"hi i love you."

---

ah. bored. kay, sleep. last day of school tomorrow.
last day of being a year 10.
last day. sigh. night.

i still do.


:)






---

"Last Night On Earth"

I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you.
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

With every breath that I am worth
Here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you.
So if you dare to second guess
You can rest assured
That all my love's for you

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
Did I ever make it through?

---

"the first and last thing i do everyday is miss you."

"i sit around all day sitting, thinking and waiting, hoping you'll somehow send me a message, drop me a call, stop by and and spend some time with me, even though the chances of it happening are just so fucking small."




lala~
just being randomly bored.